i'm suppose to be studying my chemistry now
but here i am posting at the wrong time when i could have actually posted earlier when i have time or later when i have PLENTY of time still
i guess i miss blogging suddenly
remember i say blogging seem like a therapy?
it was kinda true cos the fact that i havent been blogging, i have been extremely down
til a point where i had to consult someone i never wanted to
out of desperate needs, i did... i do feel much better after that
but of cos, old feelings buried deep down cant just leave your living soul alone
after all, it had always been apart of me, there's not point evading it since it is already in me
right?
probably it's a good idea i'm blogging this now
nobody would have tot i would actually post something since i've left it untouched for almost 2 months? hehe
but if you're reading this, i'm thankful =)
here's something i'd like to say but i just dont know how... haha
i'm thankful to have a friend like u,
i know deep down, i will be forgotten eventually
probably i am expecting too much from u as a friend:
to take my side every single time,
support me regardless of whatever i do,
tell my mistakes,
know who i really am.
well, it's proven that i am expecting too much from a friend there, right?
because i know i will do all those as a friend
maybe what i say may not be true, but i will try my best to keep my word to my friends
i treasure my friends, if i find myself unable to carry out my responsibility as a friend, i will evade, and you'll find a better friend than me, i'll feel much better then.
reminiscence of a typical teenager.
i'll definitely remember what i've been through as a teen
haha~ =)
i also realise making others happy would make me happy as well
that's when i can smile genuinely.
u know how fragile animals like snails, crabs, prawns have shells?
they're to protect them true?
but once the shell is broken, they'll be vulnerable victims
some ppl may seem like there's nothing bothering them,
they seems so strong on the outside, but once u break into the "shell"
they'll shatter into pieces, when that happens, some will stand back up very fast, but some will take longer time to do so... so may even stay like that forever...
but then again, life is like that
like it or not, it is tough
if u have somebody to go thru with, then you'll be fine
even if u dun have somebody by your side, you'll still be fine.
=)
think positively~ nothing can bring u down~
wheee~~~~
