Monday, November 22

singapore yes?
singapore no?
hrm...

Wednesday, November 17

just when u think u are smart!

here are some trick questions to test u.
=P

What do you put in a toaster?
bread. duh!

Say ' silk' five times. Now spell 'silk.' What do cows drink?
it's water! hehe

If a red house is made from red bricks and a blue house is made from blue bricks
and a pink house is made from pink bricks and a black house is made from black bricks,what is a green house made from?
Greenhouse. u know the one where they plant plants in it? so yeah. it's GLASS.

It's twenty years ago, and a plane is flying at 20,000 feet over Germany
(If you will recall, Germany at the time was politically divided into West Germany and East Germany .)Anyway, during the flight, two engines fail. The pilot, realizing that the last remaining engine is also failing, decides on a crash landing procedure. Unfortunately the engine fails before he can do so and the plane fatally crashes smack in the middle of 'no man's land' between East Germany and West Germany. Where would you bury the survivors? East Germany , West Germany , or 'no man's land'?
survivors are not dead bodies, why would u want to bury them? =O

Without using a calculator.
You are driving a bus from London to Milford Haven in Wales .
In London , 17 people get on the bus.
In Reading , six people get off the bus and nine people get on.
In Swindon , two people get off and four g et on.
In Cardiff , 11 people get off and 16 people get on.
In Swansea , three people get off and five people get on ..
In Carmarthen, six people get off and three get on. You then arrive at Milford Haven.
What was the name of the bus driver?
read the 2nd sentence, it's actually YOU!

the answers are right below the questions itself
just hightlight it
=)

Wednesday, November 10

magazine this year
is
a nono.

they didnt credit me for my photographs. okay
but there's one page where the photographs were taken by me but credited to someone else.
dude.
-.-

senior page turned out blur.
T.T

my name in the magazine board is spelt wrongly.
gone case.
-.-

i shall continue to rant about this for a very loooonngggg time!!!!! DIEDIEDIE!!!

Adam Lambert

it was on the 14th of October and i'm posting it now
=P
haha~ better late than never!

anyhow
i had no plans to go at all.
but natasha was. that hyped up girl who is a super big fan of his.
so when it came the day, my friend said "are u going adam lambert?"
i said "no, i dont have the tickets"
little did i know, when i came home, about 6pm, my brother came and knock on my room door and asked if i wanted to go.
for sure i was excited!
twenty minutes later my bro told me the tickets finish already
so i was like okay... but somehow i had that feeling i still had a chance to go somehow.
6.30pm, i had to get ready for tuition! then i heard my brother talking on the phone before telling me "let's go!"
HAHAHA
best thing ever!

it was last minute free tickets
but still
AWESOME!
so we went there and there werent as many as i thought so
as the concert almost begin, digi people started to flood the pits.

his vocals were too dahsyat!
too bad i didnt know most of the songs.
then there were like three so called big fans of adam started screaming like mad
but stopped when he sang some songs that werent his singles.
i feel like laughing out loud i tell u!

it was a long day
i admit i was so tired that i kept yawning
but it was a great show
^^

Saturday, November 6

oooohhhhhhh I FEEL SO EVIL!!
but i can't help it!

it's been two weeks since snsd's hoot has been released
and since then, i couldnt help but put on my eagle eyes and spot for their mistakes!
be it MusicVideo or LivePerfomance!
and. i'm actually enjoying it!
in almost all the performance, there is bound to be a teenybit of mistake

this dance/choreo is probably very confusing cos the chorus is divided into two that is REALLY similar to the other. and it repeats for like three times (as many times as the chorus repeats)
first part involves, pulling arrow - raise of left hand - shootshootshoot - tap on chest and flick on shoulder.
2nd part involves, pulling arrow - bend right arm, taptap on left arm, bend down - shootshoot - "ready position" shoulder roll, cat claw.
the confusing part?
after pulling arrow. haha. it really is almost the same
i'd get confused too! haha~

they actually looked even cuter when they make mistakes
^^

sunny has got highpitched screaming fangirls!
IF only i was in korea, i'd definitely do the same!!
jessica and tiffany has got more of the guy cheers.
xD

just cant get enough of watching their performance!

same thing goes when super junior performs.
hehe~

Thursday, November 4

psssttt~~~
lemme tell u a secret.
I'M STILL PLAYING CLUB PENGUIN!!!!!!!
lifeless right? ahhahahahaa
damn hard to focus lo.
=(
keep flying offcourse.

Tuesday, November 2

today is tuesday!
counting down the days to spm : 21 days
counting down the days to the last day of school :
okay. damn lazy to count. let's just state the date shall we?
spm : 23 Nov
last official day of wearing school uniform : 15 Dec
last day of meeting everybody : 8 Dec
last day of seeing everyone without relating to spm : 18 or 19 Nov

before u know it, it's the END OF SENIOR YEAR!
really? seems kinda hard to believe that we no longer have to wake up on mondays for perhimpunan and wait anticipatingly for fridays to come. haha
holidays were the best. everybody looks forward to it until everyone gets bored during the hols and cant wait to get back to school!
haha


my biggest fear?
being forgotten.

and!
it's time to really shed those childish acts and turn into real adults soon
DAMN!
somemore my birthday is like FEBRUARY, i have to grow older faster.
=S

memories will always remain as memories
i'm sure sometime in the future, we'll be laughing at ourselves for what or who we were now.
probably even be embarassed also. xD

definitely gonna miss every bit of it!
wondering if i should open another blog for the year 2011.
it will be ver organised for sure! but ppl will actually loose track of it!!!
xD

Thursday, October 28

saranghae chinguya~

Even though we argued a little yesterday
Today, we laugh and hug, embrace each other
Alright. Let’s make a promise
You are my best friend

Even if your worry may seem trivial
Don’t hold it in
But share it with each other. Promise me one more time

When you laugh, I’m happy too
When you’re sad, my eyes tear up.

There is only one of you in this world my friend
You’re my joy and my soul
I’ll continue to treasure our importance
I swear to God
I love you my friend

I’ll be your strength
I’ll always by your best friend

If you find a good movie, a song,
Or a person(guy), make sure to let share it with each other
Let’s make a promise together

Let’s not be stingy and
Buy each other meals
Let’s make a promise with our finger

For me, when you’re not here, I really feel lonely
For me, when you’re sick, I can’t sleep. I worry about you

You’re my life’s present my friend
You’re my jewel. My miracle
I’ll protect my appreciative heart
Once again, I swear to God
I love you my friend

With faith and holding hands, no matter what I won’t be afraid
The word friendship may sound awkward, but I think that word was created
To describe us.

We make nicknames for each other and play around
Sometimes, we share our lame jokes
You’re number one in my speed dial.
You’ll always be my best friend
You’re my only one
Forever you’re my friend


totally random. =P
ah yes. this is actually lyrics. sounds very hannah montana like but it's actually snsd's song.
LOVE!
=)
today is the day where i HOG the computer for almost the whole day.
huh. of all days. today huh?
WELL! SNSD'S HOOT IS OUT!!!!!!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA~!!!!!!
self declared holiday for a week. =P

hya~

it's been almost like a year since i last posted something here did i?
ha~
guess what. it's 5.34am and i havent slept since 11am this morning.
yeap. it's only less than one more month to spm and look at what i'm doing?!
i actually only started to sit here around 4.20am. so it's been an hour.
wanted to search some trial papers from other states to do. HEY! i did some questions. just that i kept flying off to do other things.
one of it is actually looking at my inbox that has like 4thousand unread messages from dunno how many years back. think it was probably 2006.
as i scroll towards the present, some thoughts came to mind...

1. how childish i was back then. i'd seriously laugh if i had to see myself when i was a kid. well. i'm still childish now. but seriously. i feel like murdering myself for being THAT. dont know how others could actually tolerate me, especially my sis and my bro. i tell u. i sure punch the hell out of myself if i'd had to face that! @@

2. my inbox is 98% full or friendster notifications. 1% forwarded messages. and lastly, 1% important stuffs. forwarded messages are actually nice to read. but it's just irritating that some threatens to forward, which is obviously PLAIN BULLSHIT. ha~ i wonder if ppl still do that forwarding thingy because it says "you must send this to xx people in ten minutes or somebody will die!" owh. i read a newspaper article saying a 7 year old kid has a facebook account. made me remember at which age i was on friendster and it was a hit eventhough we weren't allowed to use it back then. *i cant remember the age though*

3. some people NEVER change. that's one really sad fact though. this is random but it's there cos it's there in my mailbox. haha~ cos the date is THERE and from then til now, there isnt any difference really. it may be bad or good. either way, it's a different point of view from each individual. =)

4. emails are far more personal than text messaging! maybe cos i'm too used to text messaging and also cos i dont always open my emails? weird.

it's six now. i shall go off to dreamland now~ =)
8hours sleep is essential.

Saturday, August 7

7th august 2010

today is something I simply must post of,
firstly! i got rm40 from school =D

my class is awesome!
this time, we had Natasha singing solo and -Hilmi, yudhis, fernandez and safwan- singing in a group representing our class in pbp idol 2010.
=)
then since it is my last year in this school, me and rachel participated in dancing performance.
well i never expected it to be this crazy. but we both actually had two performance today!
nu ABO -soo yee, jan fai, rachel, me
Oh! -lee yan, yoke en, ying quan, yiing yee, wei leng, me, rachel.

yeah
5B was so involved today!
while some members were performing, the others were sure to be there SCREAMING and SHOUTING giving support to each who performed.

natasha won solo pbp idol
while the guys got 2nd place in group
the others continued screaming their lungs off
=P

5B love~ <3

Saturday, July 10

yeah~

nah, it's just 2.56am right now...
tummy grumbling for some food
songs playing in a low volume, just right for slow songs to be played
supposed to be learning the dance but i'm getting distracted by...
nothing?
funny, but my mind is in a blank state now
but i don't want to sleep.

i should be the sub-photographer of the school magazine!
haha

part of me wants to cry
but i cant find the reason to
=P

Saturday, July 3

people come in and out of our lives,
memories remain forever.

though there are chances of being forgotten,
but the times we had were irreplaceable.

words don't need to be said,
it is understood that i miss u dearly;
something u might not know. ='/

Friday, July 2

i'm hot like that~

if only we could actually watch ourselves going through our daily life like how we watch a movie.
when we watch a movie, we comment on how each person's attitude are... or almost similar.
wouldn't it be a total bomb if that character we comment on is actually us?
what would others say?
hrm...

Sunday, June 27

run devil devil run run~

i'm supposed to be writing an entry.
a funny entry...
but i have no idea what to write of

Saturday, June 26

40minutes

is how long i took
when i first attempt to do an "average" hardness of sudoku.
i actually did try doing it before but i kept giving up.
so this is the first time i sat there doing sudoku until i'm finally done with it...
shall practice more on that before moving on to HARD. xD

it also took me 5 - 8 times
of watching the mv or live performance of
"like the first time" by T-ara
to learn the chorus.
hee~

now when will i succeed in getting all ten a's?

Friday, June 25

dreams

some are so nice that they make us feel like in heaven
some scares the shit out of us
some are mysterious
some makes us cry
some are painful, literally...
some seem so real as though we are really facing it in real life
some are visions that will happen the next day without realising it; deja vu
some are... well just plain weird

whether we like it or not,
they'll always be with us
nobody really knows why or the reasons behind dreaming
or rather they are still researching about it...

dreaming can bring us to places we never tot of ever reaching
or probably showing us something that we can never think of or experience

dreams bring back memories too
both good and bad ones

but other than those, they mainly mean crap to us...

i've written about two to three essays that involves dreaming
it's simply cos u can jump from one scene to another without making much sense, or to describe as much hyperbolic as u can and there is no stopping cos dreams ARE unpredictable.

speaking of unpredictable
life too is unpredictable
can i say;
"dreams are like life, unpredictable yet we still have to go through it everyday, regardless." ?

some say dreams are expressions of wishes that didn't come true.

can i say;
"dreams are like life, unpredictable yet we still have to go through it everyday, regardless." ?


and this cos it's damnright cool! =D


just because eunhyuk sang~~
LOVES!!!!! *hearts*
*melts*

Tuesday, June 22

mask

a covering for all or part of the face, worn to conceal one's identity.
a devil and an angel
what happens when they both collide?

Sunday, June 20

hear me cry!!

metaphorically.

mission cupcake 2

today i made two batches.
i have no idea why but i did
and this time the icing is a lil too wet
o.o
owh well
let's see what they say about it xD

seventeen cover girl search =P

here's a joke;
me and natasha had nothing better to do and we both signed up for
SEVENTEEN COVER GIRL SEARCH
not being vain okay?! just random =D
no biggie cos neither one of us got selected
HAHA
that's one joke for me definitely
keke~

Saturday, June 19

midnight sun

this is a musical in korea where the main actress is Kim TaeYeon of SNSD.
because i'm such a big fan of snsd, and good thing for me that this is broadcasted in korea AND also lucky me for having soshified to translate it...
I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING!!!

it's a story where a girl who had a disease where she cannot be exposed to sunlight or else she'll die.
raised by her father alone
she spends her day in her house and comes out at night to sing
she fell in love with a surfer.
somehow they met and bla bla bla...
she had to die
bla bla bla
the part where she almost has to die was the most touching part
made me cry! T.T

ssfsubs3

the part where she was about to do her recording for her song that she composed
she was nervous
so she imagined her mom came to talk to her
the mom who she never seen before
ahk
somehow it made me tear up
='(

Thursday, June 17

mission cupcake: ...

FAIL!

first timer la!
not like i'm a born genius also
so yeah

i said i wanted to bake cupcakes during holiday
so i smartly didnt check online for more details before proceeding to buy the ingredients
woops~
then when i bought the ingredients back then only i started asking regina for the recipe
and also checking online for the recipes
goodness. so damn many recipes out there i dunno which one to follow -.-
so yeah i followed reg's one...

it didn't turn out like SHIT.
which was a good thing
the icing i made wasn't wet enough
so my auntie say put more butter.
the icing taste more buttery-something i dont like.
i dread butter taste. xD
then i remembered it was that hard cos we needed to put the colouring after that so that it wouldnt be that hard later on.
LMAO
i also forgotten to put the icing AFTER the cupcake cools.
woops~

anyhow
my auntie was there guiding me throughout the whole thing
=P
proves that i CANNOT bake.

maybe i'll improve 2nd time round?
HAH~
see la~
=)

Wednesday, June 16

limitations.

i'd like to call humans stupid.
but i can't do that because we all have brains and this is why we shouldn't call each other stupid asses.
no matter how dumb a person can be, they still have brains and they aren't completely dumb.
who knows they may be smarter than u in things that u can't do.
everything has a limitation.

but why do we take for granted and abuse the proper use of the brain?
wait! that's not right, it's the brain that is controlling us, not us controlling the brain isn't it? o.o
maybe it's cos we are unable to develop the nerves in the brain properly, that is why we are somehow abusing it?
damnit. i'm confusing myself~! keke

and times, we get cheated by our own brains.
optical illusion is one example.
there are times where we think that we don't have anything at all but when the truth is that we have everything there is in the world.
yeap. confusing and frustrating.

this is where distractions take place!
*runs off to watch football~*

victory korea



this is kinda late huh?
korea 2-0 greece
DENG~!
well i came to this video after watching this like one month before the world cup...
now this song is like the most voted world cup song
heh~
i love super junior!
plus this is one of the songs where my hyuk has more singing parts other than just one small part all this while
AH~!

next match~
korea vs. argentina
korea hwaiting~!

Tuesday, June 15

ah jealousy...
can it really kill u?

vroomvroom~

hah~
today is the first day i've driven a car for real.
and it is a pain in the ass... well literally.
DUH. sitting there for two hours just driving... back also pain ah!
owh well.
now i know the pain of those ppl driving long distance now. =)

best part of it is that my engine didnt die once.
MY FIRST TIME DRIVING AND I DIN "sei 4" =D
just that i'm having problems with my turning and i get kinda confused when i come to a bump. xD
oh~
i still dunno when to change gear too
deng!

not too bad for a first timer eh?
but i was actually scared to start driving that's why it took me so long just to call the instructor to teach me. now my L license about to expire di... buwahhahaha

there is this one blardy thing i hate about learning driving though.
first of all u need to sit for 5 damn hours just to listen to some ppl to teach us road rules,
then, u have to take the exam, 42 out of 50 questions correct, you pass.
if fail? no sweat, just pay and do the exam again.
pass? next step, 6 hours more of crap.
ALL THE ABOVE already costs close to rm300.
-.-
then comes the driving lessons,
i had just paid rm200.
honestly i have no idea why does it have to be this expensive.
government is already collecting taxes everywhere, the cars already already expensive, so is the petrol.
doesn't make sense at all.
now that my L license is expired. goodness knows how much more money i have to pay.
urgh.
*someone give me proper explanation before i start complaining til the sky falls* =P

hah~
let's see how i fare in parking etc.
xD

i've always enjoyed playing car racing games whether on computer, gameboy, or at arcades.
hee~ =)
but i drive auto in those.
and! when in the game, u see a car or an obstacle infront of u, u just BANG into them.
so not used to it yet. o.o
=P
let's just hope i don't bang into anything! xD

Sunday, June 13

teen love dramas

well pretty much actually.
haha =)
these are just a few of those that might happen during your teen years
such dramas actually exist in real life and not just in books.
after all stories are written by people, how on earth would they write if they never seen or experience these themselves?

situation one
boy: i've been in love with u ever since *bla bla bla*
girl: oh... and?
boy: can u be my girlfriend?
girl: okay.
for some period of time later. this depends on them actually.
boy: let's break up.
girl: why?
boy: cos i dont love u anymore.
girl: u bastard.

situation two
this is usually the aftermath of the first situation.
the girl moves on.
finds love in another guy.

situation three
also aftermath of first situation but the girl still holds hope in that boy still loving her. almost like lying to herself, she couldn't let go.
she may seem to be hating the boy until it seems like she could kill him, but she still does love him.

situation four
this is the boy's situation of the aftermath.
it's either he break the girl on purpose because something happened, or he simply didnt love her at all.

situation five
a guy or a girl secretly admires one guy/girl.
girl: omg! i got a text from him!!
friend: whoa! what did he say?!
girl: oh, just a normal "how u doing" but still... *hyperventilates*
it is either she has no guts to tell him that she likes him or it's a simple crush.
same goes to the guys.
guy: i wonder what she's doing.
friend: beats me.
symptoms that usually occur: love-sickness. always thinking about that one person almost every second, but never admitting or wanting to tell at all.

situation six
the guy/girl took bravery and confessed but the person responded coldly.
guy: i've been wanting to tell u, but i'm not expecting u to accept me, i just wanted to tell u i love u.
girl: okay.
then a series of things happen that makes the confessor get super angry/hate that person who he/she confessed to.

situation seven
similar to situation four but the confession was rejected nicely.
in a way not wanting to hurt the confessor, given whatever reasons, the truth or a lie. just not hurting the confessor.

situation eight
when they get together, they're serious about it, goodness knows how long that relationship is gonna last.


patience~!
if the story u were thinking of isn't here, just chill!
this is just some random post of what i see
besides, i'm just 17
got more things to learn
=)
well this is actually some summary of any story,
just pick one and start creating your own story.
lmao
super random.
o.o

Saturday, June 12

rainbow~

shall we taint the white rose into different colours today?
=)

white rose
means innocence and purity, the start of a new beginning.
honestly, i never tot of the meaning but i have been finding everything related to this rose since i started changing my blog skin yesterday. sounds cool though. =)

black
black roses would mean the death of a relationship or idea. Some, however, suggest that black roses could symbolize rebirth or the beginning of something new.
i find black roses are mysterious. just like the colour black itself. there isnt a real black rose, just super dark red roses that look like black. the end of something but also the beginning of something new and unknown.

blue
traditionally signify a mystery, or attaining the impossible, or never ending quest for the impossible.
a calming, yet mysterious rose. though it may not be completely blue because these are pigmented, they still look damn right mysterious. =)

pink
shades of different pinks. symbolize grace, gentility and happiness and express appreciation and gratitude.
sincerity.a soft colour that brings peace to the mind. admiration. like but not love.

yellow
symbolize friendship and freedom.
sun, fun! makes me smile. =)

green
harmony, of opulence, of fertility.
reminds me of nature, and rare. hrm...

purple
fascination and adoration.
majestic. almost like it brings u to another world where u'll be forever happy. too much fairy tales i guess, but yeah. =)

orange
Just as the red rose means passion and the yellow rose means friendship, orange roses often mean a cross-over between these two emotions.
like sunset, it makes us want to look at it until it finally sets. captivating! ^^ sincere happiness.

red
passion and true love.
maybe they're too common to me since they're everywhere til i don't have an expression towards this rose. it tells a deep and true feeling though.

try googling the pictures for these coloured roses,
see what your first reaction towards each colour
then switch to another colour.
i'm not sure about u, but that is what i did to give my respond in the italic font.
black and white gave me the most impact.
i'm not sure why though...
this post took me an hour to complete.
i'm impressed myself.
o.o

rising above.
sounds easy, just like every other self motivational phrases,
they all sound and look easy but turns out to be something that seems out of reach.
but with the will, they are in fact, reachable.

i believe that the mind is non-existence.
it is an imaginary "thing" created by our mighty brain.
=)
when people say: "my heart says yes but my mind says no"
i'd laugh to myself.
seriously i would!
first of all, a heart does not speak, and again, mind is non-existence.
but in this situation, it is understood that that someone is indecisive.
this individual is having a hard time deciding which option to choose
because we have a choice in everything we do.
"i don't have a choice!!!"
is when i think that we are unable to think properly at that time
thus taking the option that was visible to us.

this is definitely a crap post.
xD

Friday, June 11

once confused, forever confused?
that is if u want to be confused forever, then that's true.
oh cool~ i remade my blog skin
i wonder why...

time to love

i forgotten the love of blogging!
hah
wonder what have i been thinking all this while until i cant say a single thing out on my blog at all
must have been insane.

oh!
i feel so left out lately
bleah~
but anyhow,
i think i screwed my going out chances di
o.o

i feel like complaining badly right here
but
yeah it wouldnt be a good thing to do
so
i shall not do it
=)

i found a new way to die
using air bubbles to pump them into my blood stream
and in 30seconds i'll be dead.
really? sounds damn right cool!
but wait. i think i still prefer scalpel. =D

Thursday, June 10

escalators~

they are one heck of a good training.
=D

u know lagoon has like 3 sets of escalators?
the first one's quite short but the other two after that are longer
so from the bottom, me and yongjie had a race up the UP escalator.
blardy tiring. two straight sets of the long ones. lmao
like two idiots but they really made me exercise a lil =D
THEN!
the 2nd time we were going up
this time me and stefan were going up on the DOWN escalator
this one is triple the tiredness.
@@
HAH! u should try it when there's nobody on the opposite side of the escalator
cos it's one serious awesome training!
HEE~

<3

9th June 2010

Sunway Lagoon babeyh~ xD

10 of us,
edwin, stefan, oscar, timmy, zhen cong, pamela, william, yong jie, victoria, me!

i got a text telling me to be there by 10.
i was THERE by 9.50am
then i got a text from edwin telling me that PRINCE stefan wasn't ready. so i had to wait there alone for like twenty mins to half an hour. lol
then when we finally gathered, bought the tickets, then went for a brunch before entering lagoon.

first thing we did when we enter was to scream park.
blardy scream park, i was so freaking scared that i didnt even open my eyes once to see what was happening... i hold victoria's hand and grab edwin throughout the whole damn thing! ><
aigoo~
even though that place was cold and air conditioned, but i was sweating like mad! xD
there was one part where there was this "ghost" there trying to scare the daylight out of me... he/she kinda followed me but i pretended i din hear anything then i just continue closing my eyes
twice there was some scary sound behind me (i was behind that group of ppl i went with lol) i screamed like super scared scream xD
there was this part where we had to DUCK and run across some battlefield crap...
WITH my eyes closed and holding on the vicky in front of me, i just followed xD
pity yong jie cos the front 4 ppl left the remaining 4 of us at the back
he had to run not knowing exactly where to go
hee
not bad for a so-called-blind person to know that much was going on inside right?
hahaha
once we finished the whole damn thing, i just went out and sat there on the floor.
LMAO.
chicken.
we started talking about it. william fell down, oscar jumped. hah
if only i saw. but i was seriously too scared. o.o

then we went on kiddy rides~
buffalo bill was a complete retard. all of us were reaching out for the leaves to throw them on each other during the ride. xD
we were about to ride that 360 pirate ship thingy.
edwin stefan and yongjie, SCARED. kept finding excuses to skip the ride.
when we were sitting in the ride already, i almost wanted to strap myself in but the rain begin to rain heavier from the drizzles.
damnit.

so we went to the pool to swim/play
then while we were lining up to play some thingy in that pool, thunder strikes super loudly, then the lifeguard started with their whistle spree and ask us to leave the pool.
then i have no idea why, but those ppl started going towards the surfbeach...
it was BLARDY cold cos there was wind blowing around.
that made my lips turn purple xD
then the whole group migrated to another shelter thingy across the first one they were sheltering at...
yeah. i'm still wondering why they did that... lol

finally decided to go to scream park for the 2nd time.
HAH!
i didnt go in this time.
call me chicken if u want to. =P

then we went to sit that teacup spinning thing
lol they were spinning it madly... all 9 of us got dizzy after the ride xD
then we went to extreme park.
there was nothing much left to do cos it was already 5thirty.
so we got free paintball shots and we went for kayaking and swan boat pedalling
that swan was so hard to control. it wouldnt want to turn right when i tried steering it to the right xD

it was already past by the time we finished everything.
the toilet was packed. -.-
so yeah WE WERE THE LAST TO LEAVE LAGOON!!!
=D

then we had dinner in pyramid
walk around
arcade
the bowling alley was full so x dapat play
hang around til 9thirty to go for the movie
Bounty Hunter
was boring. =D

well it was an awesome day!
LOVES!!!

Tuesday, June 8

what would u do if your mind is poisoned?

Saturday, May 29

hello there~

i'm suppose to be studying my chemistry now
but here i am posting at the wrong time when i could have actually posted earlier when i have time or later when i have PLENTY of time still
i guess i miss blogging suddenly

remember i say blogging seem like a therapy?
it was kinda true cos the fact that i havent been blogging, i have been extremely down
til a point where i had to consult someone i never wanted to
out of desperate needs, i did... i do feel much better after that
but of cos, old feelings buried deep down cant just leave your living soul alone
after all, it had always been apart of me, there's not point evading it since it is already in me
right?

probably it's a good idea i'm blogging this now
nobody would have tot i would actually post something since i've left it untouched for almost 2 months? hehe
but if you're reading this, i'm thankful =)

here's something i'd like to say but i just dont know how... haha
i'm thankful to have a friend like u,
i know deep down, i will be forgotten eventually
probably i am expecting too much from u as a friend:
to take my side every single time,
support me regardless of whatever i do,
tell my mistakes,
know who i really am.
well, it's proven that i am expecting too much from a friend there, right?
because i know i will do all those as a friend
maybe what i say may not be true, but i will try my best to keep my word to my friends
i treasure my friends, if i find myself unable to carry out my responsibility as a friend, i will evade, and you'll find a better friend than me, i'll feel much better then.

reminiscence of a typical teenager.
i'll definitely remember what i've been through as a teen
haha~ =)

i also realise making others happy would make me happy as well
that's when i can smile genuinely.

u know how fragile animals like snails, crabs, prawns have shells?
they're to protect them true?
but once the shell is broken, they'll be vulnerable victims
some ppl may seem like there's nothing bothering them,
they seems so strong on the outside, but once u break into the "shell"
they'll shatter into pieces, when that happens, some will stand back up very fast, but some will take longer time to do so... so may even stay like that forever...

but then again, life is like that
like it or not, it is tough
if u have somebody to go thru with, then you'll be fine
even if u dun have somebody by your side, you'll still be fine.
=)
think positively~ nothing can bring u down~
wheee~~~~

Thursday, April 8

The closing chapter of my sports life.

Well… almost. =P
Sports day today was awesome. I was with all smiles, except some little screams of “freaking out moment” here and there. Wasn’t planning to run any other events other than 4x100metres today, but teacher last minute told me to run 200 metres as well. And there is a story behind each and every of all the events taking place today!

I bought 5 bottles of 100plus for my members who were taking part in today’s events. Generous much, but I had to make my friend carry them for me. ><
GREEN WON!!!!!!!!!
YEAY!!!!!!!! finally after dunno how many years... XD
2nd goes to blue
3rd goes to red
4th goes to yellow

^^

hard work paid off! good job ppl!
I LOVE YOU!!!!! ^^

*yes, there were many complicates throughout the event. but it all went well in the end. =) *

medal tally:
gold- high jump
gold- 200m
silver- long jump
silver- 4x100m

i got my olahragawati award last year already. by right, that was more than enough.
but now, as the leader of Green house, wow...

Sunday, March 21
















a three hour 'scream-a-thon' dream where i never want to wake up from

LIKE SERIOUSLY!

super junior's super show 2! AT MALAYSIA!!!
who would want to wake up from such awesome dream?!
well... i was pretty much relaxed til i was actually there itself ><

5thirty left home,minn and ninn came, fetch rachel
drop by mcD to grab dinner and ate in the car while going to the stadium
reach stadium at about 6pm and the line was already long for the hundred and two hundred seatings... but the rock pitt lines were acually half the length of the hundred two hundres...
plus we didnt bring any bags... so me and rachel just walk right through xD
because axcess said we were not allowed to bring camera, we were good and we didnt bring.
boy did we regret!!
everybody in rock pitt were like STANDING THERE and HOLDING THEIR phones and cameras recording stuffs... =(
*now all i can do is just search for hot pics from sapphirepearls.com*

when i entered the stadium and saw the stage, i felt like i was still dreaming
stood there for an hour...
then thomas and jack came out to perform
with joey and dennis dancing as their background dancers
damn, they get to see suju personally... =(
after that some malay dude sang, kinda horrible-ly. ><

then, we waited for another hour long
*btw, rockpitt is for standing, and so we actually stood there for 4 hours long because of the wait, my mom was right, they say 7pm start but 8 only came out, every concert is like that... wow *
then we saw guards making pathways from the 1st floor to the stage... then everybody got excited =D
AND my mom is lucky cos her seat was only 3seats away from the pathway!
AND ryeowook was the one walking down from that pathway!!!!!!
well, i saw eunhyuk and i was hyperventilating already... noneed to say others...
ALL ten made me scream like mad!

i couldnt remember the flow of the show but i remember screaming my lungs off singing along every song i knew xD
here's some highlights i remember :
-shiwon kept flashing his "oh-so-awesome" six packs
-eunhae moments~~♥
-kyuhyun and yesung "maybe" saw me =D
-eeteuk cried during Shining Star ;(
-heechul being the super odd one amongst all, wore a mouthmask at the intro of the show, almost kissed henry, used a fan during his solo in U
-hyukkie!!!!!, AH! the JEWEL of me eye~~~~ he was imitating this walking teletubbies, which made the other sj members to follow his imitation as well... uber cute! , his dancing and his raps... just awesome!!! lol, i think he did show off a lil of his abs too? xD
-oh! and kyu was one of the nice ones that kept shaking hands with the fans! *damn rockpitt area, i x ganas enough, or else i also get to touch already =( *
-teukkie held an umbrella while singing xD, and did his famous butt jump thingy... so damn cute!! ><

-donghae did a backflip!! and then i dunno what hyukk did, but was kicked by shiwon xD -ryeowook and shiwon did kara's butt dance!
-donghae pulled shiwon's pants down a lil, revealing shiwon's GREEN underpants? lol *someone claimed that it's yellow and green striped but i only saw green... hrm... *
-kyuhyun's solo was greeted by fans holding banners just for him~ *where minn and ninn got to keep the banners as souvenier!!! ><*
-kyuhyun and yesung were those occasionally infront of us... others just came by once in awhile =(
-kyuhyun did moonwalk during introduction!
-sungmin~~ ahhh~~~~~ his voice~~~~
-shindong! jumped over ryeowook,heechul,eunhyuk and donghae during chu~
-hyuk got stuck with that elevator thingy... fans said he had to climb down from that thingy manually * i was busy getting yesung's attention who was right infront of me xD *
-during ryeowook's solo, he was dancing with a girl, and me and rachel were screaming angrily xD lol *this sounds childish*
-henry's violin solo was awesome!!! and zhou mi looked hot with spects! keke


my fav part of the show:
is actually the whole show itself. =)
but i really really love the "dance heroes" part, wahhhhh~~~~~
where teuk,hyukkie,shindong,donghae and KYUHYUN danced!
previously during any dancing events sungmin was the 5th dancer but this time... it's KYU!!!
wah! unexpected!!!
sadly, there was no GEE!!! T.T

i really wanted to cry when they were showing footages of hankyung and kangin
=(
and! when eeteuk was crying!
also! when the show ended...
AHK!!!!!! T.T
three hours in heaven, then you just drop out from it with a snap of a finger.
=(

yes, it was and is awesome. the stadium was 98% full. ♥
and my legs do hurt a lil
regardless i had my share of heaven now,
but i have to go back to where i came from ><




saranghaeyo super junior!



Tuesday, February 16

journal?

this is a short story where i had an hours rest and nothing better to do
i was in school, sitting alone there on that indoor stage looking out,
there was no one around... i tot of writing this~
but when i was about to wrap up my story, some dude came by and distracted me...
so the mood ran away and i couldnt finish it up.
CONGRATZ KHAI YONG! =P


````Mandy is sitting alone in the back yard of her house. Sweet scented flowers filled the air as the wind blew. Looking at her, Goldie, her pet dog wondering what her owner is thinking of. Mandy has just gotten a call from her father, telling her that her grandmother passed away moments ago. Mandy is devastated but yet, tears couldnt fill her eyes. Mandy didnt know how to react.
````Mandy's grandmother, is a loving person. She was always by her side when Mandy felt insecure. The one who always gave advices and an overflow supply of support towards Mandy. All she ever needed was Mandy's smile to make her feel satisfied.
````It wasnt easy for Mandy as she grew up. Having a mother who passed away just after three years living in the world is never a pleasing matter. Occasionally being teased and pushed over by her friends, Mandy cries herself to sleep almost every night. Her father wasnt always around to be with her to listen to her problems or even to spend a little time with her. Mandy was lonely. Mandy was sad. Mandy never knew what to do.
````Once her dad was admitted into the hospital because he got injured in an accident. Mandy had to live with her grandmother until he had recovered. Mandy was only 8 then. This was when she knew that she could depend on someone for protection. Her grandmother would try many ways to make Mandy talk about her feelings and what she was thinking. Her grandmother had became Mandy's best friend.
````Even after Mandy's father was fully recovered, Mandy insisted and continued staying with her grandmother. Then, Mandy would always get to talk to someone and continue being happy. And her grandmother too was happy to her her granddaughter with her as her companion.
````As years go by, the happy Mandy aced most of her examinations and was doing well in her school. Nobody dared to tease her anymore and instead they listened to her for she was a role model to among her peers. Even with so much going on, she still goes home and tell her storied to her grandmother.
````Then one day, 18 year old Mandy was accepted into Harvard University, a prestigious university it is. Mandy was thrilled but was also worried as she knew she had to leave her grandmother. Her grandmother reassured her that she will be fine without Mandy and that Mandy should go on and further her studies because this chance wasnt easy to achieve. After thinking for a long time, Mandy decided to go for it and promised to contact her grandmother as often as possible.
````After about three months since Mandy left, the unimaginable happened. Her grandmother suddenly passed away. Mandy couldnt make it back in time to see her grandmother for the one last time before she left the world.
````Tears were slowly flooding her eyes. Mandy knew now she had lost another person who she had loves the most. Goldie was heard whining, looking at her teary owner. Then Mandy asked Goldie in tears, " What do i do now? "

huha!
it's short
and i gave three ppl read it and they rate 6.5 to 7 out of 10.
it is still bad
natasha said if i wrote it longer it would be nicer
anyhow... one hour wasnt enough to write a super long story =(
plus the mood has to be there!!! XDD

falalalala
nobody reads this...
i'm posting it for the sake of posting
BLEAH!
pls rate if u do read this ^^

Friday, February 12

ha ha ha ha ho ho ho ho let's just smile =)

here comes the hols
all i'm looking forward to is only rest.
=S
i CHOKED yesterday by my own saliva...
dunno how and why it happened but it did...
and pictures of me taken for the past whole week,
i look tired in all of them...
=(
i'm not fully recovered yet btw
haha

lalala
i dont know where am i heading
the moment i step into school
i'm not who i want to be
always end up staying back form almost everyday of the week
i'm finally feeling the tiredness of it
silly.
even so, i cant find a way to get out of it
just gotta be smart to distribute my job sometimes
=)

i'm not happy.

Sunday, February 7

난 니가 좋아~~

i'm SICK!
urgh!
thank you my dearest body, i am forced to rest regardless
but my tasks are never ending...
=S
was actually hoping to get my rest during the coming cny hols
but my body couldnt take the pressure and surrendered!
LOL
what on earth am i talking about?! -.-

it's only a week away from cny
i havent got my new clothes for new year
xP
this year is so gonna be special
where i ~
-dun have new year clothes
-wanna rest and not do anything else
-just go with the flow, go out then go, dun have then dun go
-save money?
haha
and again
i dunno what i am talking about

for the first time on last friday
i amazed a few of my friends, teacher and MYSELF.
and i still am amazed.
it is chapter one of form5 add maths syllabus revision
and i surprised all by being able to answer tough questions
coolness.
it was the first time where i could answer stuff like that during the whole addmaths class since last year.
RETARDED.
dunno what happen to me
its either because i was sick
or
i had enough rest before attending the class
whichever it is
i hope my performance continues
=)

my mom booked super junior tickets for me already
whee~~~~
^^


owh!
last thursday, 5B bullied a teacher
wait... we always do that -.-
because it was his first time teaching our class
somehow my class started to bully him cos he was kinda blur
plus the lame jokes he(the teacher) was telling, my class couldnt resist bullying
sighs
><
and yesterday
some girl came in and asked who wanna buy marshmallow
then our class got interested and asked to share money and buy the bigger box one
haha
I LOVE MY CLASS!
cos they did share money and buy they marshmallow and share~~
awesome!

*i can feel the fever coming in...*
=(

Wednesday, February 3

be happy

first day of February after four years of schooling at smk pbp(1)
i was officially late!
aiyo~~
my first time late and i have to stand in front of a crowd and sit there...
well literally
still sucks to be sitting infront of the crowd
well i was actually laughing throughout the whole perhimpunan
first time late to school... it seems like a joke of me on me myself
xP
sakai giler nak mampus -.-

anyhow
it has only been a week since snsd's 2nd album was released
and now i'm addicted to it
especially emo songs
no idea why
but i likey
=P

still busy as always
but this week's homework isnt as heavy as i tot it would be
i was actually scared to go school on monday
probably too worried i wont be able to stand not getting tired til ten pm
before finally getting some rest
and because i was so freakin tired that day
*i only got home from school at 6 then to tuition at 7 to 10*
cant remember if i did any homework that night
but i was tired.
then yesterday morning i woke up in a bad mood...
-.-
must have been too tired til i din get to sleep properly that night
BUT TODAY!
i was CLEAR!
and happy
lol
probably cos last night i slept at 10.30pm
xP
i could remember waking up at 5.45am this morning feeling fresh!
even danced to Oh! straight after i woke up
too hyper di
><

february is the shortest month of the whole year!
with only 28days out of the normal 30 or 31 days
short of two days!!
this month is surely going to end faster
=(

i'm still in DAZE!
i cant move on that fast!!!!
need more time!
=S

but i'm learning to cope with it
=)
*hwaiting!*

Sunday, January 31

i am bombarded with loads of work
lol
but of cos not enough for me to die in like an instant.
and there is not time for slacking at all!! T.T

sighs
bye!

it's all about 5B.

where we are the MOST SPECIAL CLASS EVER!
not the ever is extra big =)

reason 1 : we had our form4 class right beside the teacher's room.
reason 2 : we make the most noise of all.
reason 3 : we turned on the computer to listen to music of our choices.
reason 4 : we have singing sessions VERY often .
reason 5 : owh! we have a cool class teacher *en. Maulud!* .
reason 6 : we have nitya.
reason 7 : our sarcasm is the max.
reason 8 : 5B's class candid photo was the BEST of all. =P
reason 9 : we have many ppl with pengerusi post.
reason 10 : we've got laughing machines.
reason 11 : we have crazy ppl among us.
reason 12 : we communicate across the class.
reason 13 : we usually compromise and agree on something.
reason 14 :
reason 15 :
reason 16 :

can someone help me fill this up? @@

anyhow.

Sunday, January 24

it's all for the best

here i am sitting in front of the computer
attempting to finish my est essay
was trying to do that yesterday but my brain wasnt working properly -.-
i'm packed with things to do!
by right i shouldnt be here
cos i still have a list of homework to finish
not forgetting tasks too
bleah~

my legs are aching all the way up to my butt
lol
move abit, pain
and if i suddenly move after a long time, lagi pain
haha
good la
i like!
=D
at least i got muscles!

i realized my entries are shortened
i dont know how to get it out in words without being worrying about it
what am i talking about anyways?!

snsd's 2nd album releasing next week
their teaser "oh!" was cute!
the 2nd GEE phenomenon!!
watch out world!
28th Jan 2010
the girls will be back!
=)

i guess i better get going...
stuck with loads of stuff to do
=S

Saturday, January 23

stupid love song

today is saturday... right?
it has been a busy week till i couldnt find much time to touch the computer
and even if i did use the comp
i retarded-ly use it to play Farmville xD
anyhow~

tuesday
stayed back til about six pm
it was rather confusing *after school*
my class ended at 2.15pm then i had to rush to the canteen to get some food before the cheer meeting starts
then teacher said our name isnt in the list of slips given to her
which also means me rachel and a few others had to run to photography club just to get back that slip
~.~
so we did get it then we're finally in!
=D
soon after i had to rush off to another meeting that i didnt knew of
haha
and once i was there i was given a post
i was still blur that time
then during green house practice
we didnt do much cos i rained before that
so 80% of the activity was actually shouting semangat stuffs and play some kids games
hehe

wednesday...
hrm
nothing much
just that i had some training after school


thursday
i went back EARLY!!!
=DD

friday
stayed back
supposingly to study sej
but HAD to help teacher instead
and another teacher threatened to kick me out of my position
because i was having many other positions
sighs

SATURDAY!
didnt expect much, just wanted ppl to teman me this year
so when i reached school, i had to help teacher settle that "nombor giliran" thingy
then i had to stand on the stage along with other guys to lead warming up
i didnt want to be alone... and yuvaraj left me ~.~
SO i dragged nasha, edwin and yuvaraj up with me *along with other guys as well*
haha
for the first time i'm not nervous on stage
wonder why~
the warming up was rather retarded =D
then it was time to run!!
owh~ before that i asked who wanna run with me...
nasha said she cannot promise me
so i went to reg
and made a promise : dont leave each other!
then natasha joined! haha =)
so along the way me, nat, reg ran almost hand in hands
sweet kan? keke
then mayli was together with us also but wasnt in the hand in hand with us
xP
THIS YEAR I DAMN PUNCTURED!
ran halfway, my head started to go dizzy and wanted to puke
I was thinking of quitting many times
punture until... i run only dont feel dizzy or tired
once i stopped running only i feel like dying -.-
seriously retarded body
but we managed to finish this THINGY together =)
i got 92, reg got 93 and nat got 94
whe~~
RIGHT after i got the number i straight away lay down on the floor
i had no more energy -.-
although i dropped from 46 last year, at least i ran with someone
^^
then while sitting and waiting for the results,
i somehow got my ass up and helped collect rubbish
haha
after finish collecting one round, i got lazy so i went back and join the ppl i sat with earlier
they didnt move xD
then this GUY infront of me poked the bottle with a pin and sprayed it on me
soon everyone in my group started playing with it too haha! kids xP
as they were announcing the winners we all screamed according to our houses
then the last result was which house won the overall for this event
4th: yellow
3rd: red
as they were about to announce 2nd place that GUY infront of me, Khai Yong looked into my eyes and said: Biru first, Hijau 2nd
then i was like *blur* xD
2nd: blue
this is when i started shouting like a mad person xP
cos i never tot green(my house!! ^^) to get first place!
1st: GREEN!!!
i wanted to celebrate by looking for nasha
and she was WAY infront while i was WAY behind
so as i was walking to the front to look for her
teacher announced for the green captain to take the prize
as i was walking thru i was kinda panicky so i kicked some kids along the way ><
my friends cheered my name, for some reason i didnt know (?)
then!!! once i was infront, the principal, my chemistry teacher was giving the hampers to me
i remember her saying " oh, kamu captain rumah hijau ye? patut la menang!"
*do i need to translate this?*
then tragic happened
nasha was infront and she Pulled my folded pants down
AH! my phone fell STRAIGHT onto the floor, ALL THE TEACHERS SAW including the principal
shit.
but principal didnt scold me ><
then after the presentation was over, nasha said the teachers were talking about it
ah shit.
it's either i die on monday or teachers will all have a bad impression on me
><
now that was really embarrassing!
anyhow we were only 6 marks more than blue house...
but it's still an achievement =)

currently suffering from slight headache
must be because i was too tired after running
plus
i was screaming too much
xD

Saturday, January 16

if i could see the future and how this plays out...

i just spent about an hour and a half just searching for the subject i wanna study after i leave school
and i still cant find it
=(
why does the science field be so big?
i'm so confused!
biomedic, biopsychology, biochem...
wah... i only wanna study "animal behavior" and i cant find it
=S
but at least i found out that "the study of animal behavior" has a term...
which is Ethology.
*at least this made it a little clear that there is such thing out there*
and monash university has this course,
Behavioral Neuroscience... but i'm still not sure what it does
cos i wiki it and all i see is description that has the word "humans"
seriously not interested in humans, i want animals!!
woohoo~~
what to do now?

tickets
tickets
i need ticket
(s)?
TICKET!!!!
OMG!
sales starts monday
am i really really really gonna miss their concert?!
=(
hyukkie~~

everything is gonna be alright,
right?


Friday, January 15

even if the sky is falling down...

woops... it looks small
it's okay at least it's a proof
=)

i was about to start doing my english homework this morning in school
then Regina suddenly shouted from some place on my left to me mentioning:
SUPER JUNIOR IS COMING MALAYSIA!
owh yeah
that's when me, rachel and regina started asking questions in the top of our lungs
and i didnt really believe it until i got home and checked the net
such a huge disappointment!
THEY REALLY ARE COMING!!!!!!!!


Concert on the 20th of March 2010
*that's like what?! 2 more months only!!!*
tickets sales starts on the 18th of January 2010
at some place at Sungei Wang
*super disappointing! who is gonna fetch me there to buy?!*
price: RM138, RM238 (numbered seats) and RM458 (numbered seats and Rock Pitt)
*serious can cry already!!! of cos i'd want that ROCK PITT! HOW TO PAY?!*

see why it is such a HUGE disappointment now?
oh boy

worst comes to worst,
i'd just go to the airport and stalk them there
but of cos nothing beats getting a ticket to go watch them live!
my hyukkie!!!!! T.T

Thursday, January 14

according to u...

i wonder how you're doing...
it's been awhile since we last talked...
wait... why do i bother?
SCREW YOU!


it's currently raining
and i've been online almost everyday for an hour as the max
co-curricular activities will start next week
and i dont think i'll have spare time to come on already

despite not being able to touch the comp
i still have my handphone
so i'll still be on facebook for almost the whole day
=(


life goes on
gotta stay strong
otherwise i'd be swallowed by the strong currents
again.


Sunday, January 10

first day of school

it definitely felt different
looking at the kids and not seeing the form5's
makes me and some of us feel old
SAD!

anyhoo
first day of school and i woke up early
even so
i left home at about 7.15am
it was fasionablely JAMed that morning
so once i stepped down from the car
the gate closed
-.-
so i had to walk the other way in order to get myself into school
haha
awesome first day as a form5 experience
and
our class is that class last year's form5 were complaining about
it is THAT hot!!
luckily i got a seat under the fan!
=DD

okay...
dunno what to talk about somemore di
any suggestions?
xD

Saturday, January 9

intro 2010

CRAP!
i dreaded entering this year to be honest.
probably too scared to face SPM
or to being a senior in school -.- *form6 not counted cos it feels as though they are ghosts in school cos they x mix around with us*

so new year's eve was spent going on an outing to pyramid with my auntie, uncle and bro.
=D
i like that movie!!!
after getting the movie tickets, we went to eat sakae sushi.
asked my bro why do we always choose sakae over other jap shops
his answer : cheaper what.
HAHA
ordered a big platter of Sushi (i dont really know what its called, but it;s a platter full of sushi of those not available on the belt)
being BAD at judging how much is everything, halfway through the meal i asked: eat sushi only can full meyh?
and ended up they couldnt finish the whole platter
xD
i ate quite alot too =DD

i shall not talk about the movie in case i spoil it for u ppl
*nobody is even gonnna LOOK at my blog -.- *

after the movie, it was only about 15mins left to 2010
so we walked out to the entrance of sunway lagoon in hopes of watching the fireworks
IF i had a choice, i would rather not stand there among a crowd
simply because MANY were smoking... -.- blardy smokers
blablabla
after watching the 6 minutes firework we went home
NOT YET!
we were stuck trying to get out of pyramid for about an hour
-.-
SUPERB!

came home, sleep!