hya~

it's been almost like a year since i last posted something here did i?
ha~
guess what. it's 5.34am and i havent slept since 11am this morning.
yeap. it's only less than one more month to spm and look at what i'm doing?!
i actually only started to sit here around 4.20am. so it's been an hour.
wanted to search some trial papers from other states to do. HEY! i did some questions. just that i kept flying off to do other things.
one of it is actually looking at my inbox that has like 4thousand unread messages from dunno how many years back. think it was probably 2006.
as i scroll towards the present, some thoughts came to mind...

1. how childish i was back then. i'd seriously laugh if i had to see myself when i was a kid. well. i'm still childish now. but seriously. i feel like murdering myself for being THAT. dont know how others could actually tolerate me, especially my sis and my bro. i tell u. i sure punch the hell out of myself if i'd had to face that! @@

2. my inbox is 98% full or friendster notifications. 1% forwarded messages. and lastly, 1% important stuffs. forwarded messages are actually nice to read. but it's just irritating that some threatens to forward, which is obviously PLAIN BULLSHIT. ha~ i wonder if ppl still do that forwarding thingy because it says "you must send this to xx people in ten minutes or somebody will die!" owh. i read a newspaper article saying a 7 year old kid has a facebook account. made me remember at which age i was on friendster and it was a hit eventhough we weren't allowed to use it back then. *i cant remember the age though*

3. some people NEVER change. that's one really sad fact though. this is random but it's there cos it's there in my mailbox. haha~ cos the date is THERE and from then til now, there isnt any difference really. it may be bad or good. either way, it's a different point of view from each individual. =)

4. emails are far more personal than text messaging! maybe cos i'm too used to text messaging and also cos i dont always open my emails? weird.

it's six now. i shall go off to dreamland now~ =)
8hours sleep is essential.