journal?

this is a short story where i had an hours rest and nothing better to do
i was in school, sitting alone there on that indoor stage looking out,
there was no one around... i tot of writing this~
but when i was about to wrap up my story, some dude came by and distracted me...
so the mood ran away and i couldnt finish it up.
CONGRATZ KHAI YONG! =P

````Mandy is sitting alone in the back yard of her house. Sweet scented flowers filled the air as the wind blew. Looking at her, Goldie, her pet dog wondering what her owner is thinking of. Mandy has just gotten a call from her father, telling her that her grandmother passed away moments ago. Mandy is devastated but yet, tears couldnt fill her eyes. Mandy didnt know how to react.
````Mandy's grandmother, is a loving person. She was always by her side when Mandy felt insecure. The one who always gave advices and an overflow supply of support towards Mandy. All she ever needed was Mandy's smile to make her feel satisfied.
````It wasnt easy for Mandy as she grew up. Having a mother who passed away just after three years living in the world is never a pleasing matter. Occasionally being teased and pushed over by her friends, Mandy cries herself to sleep almost every night. Her father wasnt always around to be with her to listen to her problems or even to spend a little time with her. Mandy was lonely. Mandy was sad. Mandy never knew what to do.
````Once her dad was admitted into the hospital because he got injured in an accident. Mandy had to live with her grandmother until he had recovered. Mandy was only 8 then. This was when she knew that she could depend on someone for protection. Her grandmother would try many ways to make Mandy talk about her feelings and what she was thinking. Her grandmother had became Mandy's best friend.
````Even after Mandy's father was fully recovered, Mandy insisted and continued staying with her grandmother. Then, Mandy would always get to talk to someone and continue being happy. And her grandmother too was happy to her her granddaughter with her as her companion.
````As years go by, the happy Mandy aced most of her examinations and was doing well in her school. Nobody dared to tease her anymore and instead they listened to her for she was a role model to among her peers. Even with so much going on, she still goes home and tell her storied to her grandmother.
````Then one day, 18 year old Mandy was accepted into Harvard University, a prestigious university it is. Mandy was thrilled but was also worried as she knew she had to leave her grandmother. Her grandmother reassured her that she will be fine without Mandy and that Mandy should go on and further her studies because this chance wasnt easy to achieve. After thinking for a long time, Mandy decided to go for it and promised to contact her grandmother as often as possible.
````After about three months since Mandy left, the unimaginable happened. Her grandmother suddenly passed away. Mandy couldnt make it back in time to see her grandmother for the one last time before she left the world.
````Tears were slowly flooding her eyes. Mandy knew now she had lost another person who she had loves the most. Goldie was heard whining, looking at her teary owner. Then Mandy asked Goldie in tears, " What do i do now? "

huha!
it's short
and i gave three ppl read it and they rate 6.5 to 7 out of 10.
it is still bad
natasha said if i wrote it longer it would be nicer
anyhow... one hour wasnt enough to write a super long story =(
plus the mood has to be there!!! XDD

falalalala
nobody reads this...
i'm posting it for the sake of posting
BLEAH!
pls rate if u do read this ^^

ha ha ha ha ho ho ho ho let's just smile =)

here comes the hols
all i'm looking forward to is only rest.
=S
i CHOKED yesterday by my own saliva...
dunno how and why it happened but it did...
and pictures of me taken for the past whole week,
i look tired in all of them...
=(
i'm not fully recovered yet btw
haha

lalala
i dont know where am i heading
the moment i step into school
i'm not who i want to be
always end up staying back form almost everyday of the week
i'm finally feeling the tiredness of it
silly.
even so, i cant find a way to get out of it
just gotta be smart to distribute my job sometimes
=)

i'm not happy.

난 니가 좋아~~

i'm SICK!
urgh!
thank you my dearest body, i am forced to rest regardless
but my tasks are never ending...
=S
was actually hoping to get my rest during the coming cny hols
but my body couldnt take the pressure and surrendered!
LOL
what on earth am i talking about?! -.-

it's only a week away from cny
i havent got my new clothes for new year
xP
this year is so gonna be special
where i ~
-dun have new year clothes
-wanna rest and not do anything else
-just go with the flow, go out then go, dun have then dun go
-save money?
haha
and again
i dunno what i am talking about

for the first time on last friday
i amazed a few of my friends, teacher and MYSELF.
and i still am amazed.
it is chapter one of form5 add maths syllabus revision
and i surprised all by being able to answer tough questions
coolness.
it was the first time where i could answer stuff like that during the whole addmaths class since last year.
RETARDED.
dunno what happen to me
its either because i was sick
or
i had enough rest before attending the class
whichever it is
i hope my performance continues
=)

my mom booked super junior tickets for me already
whee~~~~
^^

owh!
last thursday, 5B bullied a teacher
wait... we always do that -.-
because it was his first time teaching our class
somehow my class started to bully him cos he was kinda blur
plus the lame jokes he(the teacher) was telling, my class couldnt resist bullying
sighs
><
and yesterday
some girl came in and asked who wanna buy marshmallow
then our class got interested and asked to share money and buy the bigger box one
haha
I LOVE MY CLASS!
cos they did share money and buy they marshmallow and share~~
awesome!

*i can feel the fever coming in...*
=(

be happy

first day of February after four years of schooling at smk pbp(1)
i was officially late!
aiyo~~
my first time late and i have to stand in front of a crowd and sit there...
well literally
still sucks to be sitting infront of the crowd
well i was actually laughing throughout the whole perhimpunan
first time late to school... it seems like a joke of me on me myself
xP
sakai giler nak mampus -.-

anyhow
it has only been a week since snsd's 2nd album was released
and now i'm addicted to it
especially emo songs
no idea why
but i likey
=P

still busy as always
but this week's homework isnt as heavy as i tot it would be
i was actually scared to go school on monday
probably too worried i wont be able to stand not getting tired til ten pm
before finally getting some rest
and because i was so freakin tired that day
*i only got home from school at 6 then to tuition at 7 to 10*
cant remember if i did any homework that night
but i was tired.
then yesterday morning i woke up in a bad mood...
-.-
must have been too tired til i din get to sleep properly that night
BUT TODAY!
i was CLEAR!
and happy
lol
probably cos last night i slept at 10.30pm
xP
i could remember waking up at 5.45am this morning feeling fresh!
even danced to Oh! straight after i woke up
too hyper di
><

february is the shortest month of the whole year!
with only 28days out of the normal 30 or 31 days
short of two days!!
this month is surely going to end faster
=(

i'm still in DAZE!
i cant move on that fast!!!!
need more time!
=S

but i'm learning to cope with it
=)
*hwaiting!*